niedziela, 17 czerwca 2012

Listen to me carefully you stupid bitch, cause I have a lot to tell you.

1. I am so sorry for you having all those venereal diseases and this fucked-up brain. Of course if you only have it.
2. I want you to know that I hate you the most and even if I ever told you about some my other enemy- I lied. I hate you the very most in the world. From the begging. So our friendship wasn't friendly at all. I used you, because I had a place to stay for the night. I could run away for a little from my house, where almost all the time there are things to do.

But I know that hating people and using them are wrong. And I know that I didnt used you that much then, could I saw it a lot differently. Now I just have to have an excuse, just to explain why we've been friends for such a long time. But the main reason was that you've been also friends with my other friends, so I needed you to do something fucked up, just to prove people wrong. I needed them to see what you really are, and that is- horny bitch, that can't loose a chance to get laid. Spoiled and self-centered hobbledehoy.

And even thought we're not speaking at all right now- I just can't stand looking at you at facebook page. I would like to delete you profile, but I know that that would mean war officialy. So I want you to do it eventually. I hope we won't have anything in common anymore.

According to my friendships. M. is making me more and more angry at her. There is no explanation why she haven't respond my message. I know she red it and she just didn't want to respond. I do same things sometimes, but I DO respond eventually. She did as well till now. I wanted her to come to my house for the night-- watching some movies, eating something good. But in this case I really have to think about it. I have a lot of arguments to start a war, but I think it's not worth it. And in the end she's unfortunately my only one the best friend in the college. So fuck me. I don't know what to do.

But so far so good, I have a meeting tomorrow with my friend, Mark. We are going doing some sports, but when I saw today that that fucked up bitch (from the first part) is now friends with one of his friends, I got mad. And I stared at the display as an idiot. I couldn't believe that they're parting together. I mean-- I knew he was in her part of the city at night to party, but I didn't even accuse she could be with them. Why haven't I thought of earlier, before I asked him to go tomorrow. Fuck, Fuck, Fuck. And the funniest party is that my friend (from the center part) could be with them. If life is about such unexpected happenings, everything could have happen.

My God. I just can see it. That it's such weird. And I feel a little like an outcast, but I know I'm not. Martie would tell me if she would go for a party with that stupid bitch. At least I think so, which may be far from reality.

Haha, world is too weird. Xoxo hold on and don't let stupid bitches make your world go up in flames. Cause it's not.

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