For some of you it may seem ridiculous and completely weird, that my main reasons for loosing weight is not me to feel comfortable. Of course this is one of the basics, but why I really do it is  to have a chance with a guy. Not for this one, but for all of the boys that are interested in me. I see that it makes me unbelievably happy when someone is looking at me and blushes. Actually which girl doesn't like it? Everyone likes to be the prettiest, the most popular and wanted, even those who pretend they don't. They just don't feel accepted and try to show the world that they're totally comfortable with it.

Going futher..- this day was kind of okay. It started with a little problems with my ex-friend. But even it at the end happened to move into a direction I didnt expect. I spend few hours with a guy I used to love (probably). Now we're friends and we are so comfortable with each other, as no one else does. We are totally okay about making bad jokes about each other. This was something between being friends and flirt. So awesome. But! This is not what I wanted to write about. For some time I wanted to fall in love and there it is. Today this guy appeard. Again. He's few years older then me, he's tall, pretty, he have this hair, nose and eyes. He have a braces, but it doesnt affect me at all. His smile and this caring thing of his is just awesome.  He stood up behind my back and was so excited about my project and the way it was designed. First thing that makes me like a guy is a bit of care and straight conversation. Amazing guy, trully.

My new motivation to get slimmer.